It is hitting me. The news that I'm not getting a new heart or lungs or liver and I will not get to take swing dancing lessons like I wanted to when I was healthy again or go back to the wonderful Australia.
I've got news for you.....
I do get depressed. I'm saying this because everybody asks why I'm so happy all of the time. Well I'm not ALL of the time. I have known that this would happen all of my life, that one day the Dr's wouldn't have answers for me anymore so I guess I have been prepared and I am happy most of the time.
Just not today.
Love Holly
1 month ago
9 comments:
I'm glad to hear it...cause you make the rest of us look really bad!:) We love you!!!
Love you hollz ballz
I'm so sorry, Holly... and I think of you all the time... and I love you. :)
Dang Holly you made me cry. Remember denial is how we want to live our lives. Push all real feelings down, deny true feelings and then take lots of anxiety meds.
Love you tons Hollz. You're the best.
You are the greatest! We love and adore you . . So what if no one asks you to dance on a surgical table . . even though you have the right music on your blog. . Heavenly Father and our Savior have huge huge huge plans for their little girl who is beyond worthy to enjoy all the blessings they will pour out upon you!! We continue to pray, hope, and put it all in His hands. . .
OH HOLLY, NO ONE, JUST NO ONE CAN ONLY IMAGINE WERE YOU GOING THROUGH, ALTHOUGH YOU HAVE BEEN SHOWN THIS PATH BY OUR FATHER IN THE PRE-EXISTENCE AND YOU HAVE EXCEPTED, THIS IS SOMETIMES HARD TO SWALLOW AND ESPECIALLY NOW, BUT AT THE END IT WILL ALL BECOME GOOD, AS YOU KNOW, MY DEAR SISTER. ENJOY ALL WHO LOVE YOU, BE THANKFUL FOR TOMORROW AND I REALLY WISH YOU AUSTRALIA COME TO YOU. DREAM GOOD DREAMS, HOLD ON TO THE ONLY ONE WHO MADE YOU, AND WHY, EVERYONE IS LEARNING FROM YOUR EXPERIENCES. LIKE I SAID, NO ONE REALLY KNOWS YOUR THROUGH FEELINGS DEEP INSIDE, BUT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER, I AM SO GLAD YOUR A MEMBER AND ALL THE KNOWLEDGE WE HAVE MAKES THIS AT LEAST A BIT BEARABLE . ALWAYS PRAYING FOR YOU, KAYLEE THINKS ITS NOT FAIR.....INGRID KAYLEE AND DANIEL AUSSIELAND
Holly: hmmmm, all I can say is that I love you!
I must digg your post so other folks are able to see it, really helpful, I had a tough time finding the results searching on the web, thanks.
- Norman
Love you my friend! You are an inspiration to me and so many others. You are real, you are amazing!
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